love and letting go...

I think I'll be writing more about love for the whole month of February. :) There are just too many things entering my mind that concerns the topic. Maybe because I miss my friends who bombard me before about issues on love. I miss those talks. I admit some of them are totally stupid but most of these memories are treasured until now because these talks are the truest that we shared.

Love, as I witnessed myself and through the eyes of the people I know, is a force that made a person act selfish and selfless at the same time. The way that you view the situation will affect how you will approve or disapprove of your own actions. As for me, I felt selfish while others think that my actions are manifestations of selflessness. This is what I realize now. But I never understood this when I was in that height of "love" (or the thought of it).

A person loves because that is what he or she feels. I cannot think of other reason that can justify the act of loving but the actual act in itself. Now, when it comes to letting go, this is the part where you recognize the love, accept it, but you have to think of reality, practicality, and maybe, other people who are also involved in your situation. This is where you think, and this is where a person normally acts stupid.

I don't know why I'm saying this now and I don't know if you should believe me. But this time, one thing's for sure... I don't want to think and I am not letting go. :)